Landscape photography has played an important role in my life for many years. Heading out before sunrise, walking along the coast and waiting for the right light brought me peace, freedom and a sense of purpose. It still does, but not in the same way it once did.
I regularly see photography workshops, tours and groups of photographers exploring new locations together. And honestly, that can be difficult at times. Not because I do not want others to enjoy those experiences, but because I know they are no longer straightforward for me.
Leading workshops myself is no longer realistic. Even joining one can be challenging. My energy is limited and walking is not what it used to be.
After a single photography session outdoors, I often need two or three days to recover. Photography is often powered by enthusiasm and adrenaline. While I am out photographing, I barely notice it. Afterwards, however, the recovery is usually waiting for me.
Mobility and Freedom
People who knew me years ago sometimes struggle to understand how much has changed. Especially now that they see me walking through the village with a rollator.
Recently, I also started using a mobility scooter.
That was not an easy step to take. At the same time, it has given something back to me that I was slowly losing: freedom.
Not being able to go everywhere is one thing. Not being able to get outside at all would be far more difficult.
Adapting to a Different Perspective
The hardest part is often not the physical side, but what happens mentally. Realising that some plans, dreams and expectations may never happen in the way you once imagined.
No more long photography journeys. No more full days exploring with a camera on my back.
That realisation still affects me.
I would like to say that I always focus on what remains possible, but it is not that simple. Some days are easier than others. There are moments when I mainly notice what has been lost.
Even so, I continue to appreciate the moments when photography is still possible. A quiet evening by the sea, a dramatic sky or simply spending some time outdoors with a camera can still mean a great deal.
Perhaps that is why I live more from day to day than I used to.
What Photography Still Gives Me
Landscape photography has become more than simply creating photographs. Behind every image is a memory, an experience and often a measure of perseverance.
That is why I continue to photograph whenever I can.
Not because everything stayed the same, but because photography still brings calm, wonder and meaning within the possibilities that remain today.
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